Robert Fortner recently posted on his blog that he had done a personality profile test. I have done the Myers Briggs before, but this one was a little different. Here are the top ten traits that characterize my personality:
Scrupulous
You are an honest, fair person. You don't lie or cheat to get ahead. You treat others with respect and hope for the same in return.
You do not feel that you are above the rules that everyone else follows; you are definitely not willing to do whatever it takes to get ahead.
Responsible
You fulfill your obligations and responsibilities, are true to your word, and generally obey the rules. While the majority of those who have a high score on the "responsible" trait enjoy traveling, they are usually very happy to return home — and don’t mind staying put for a while.
You're opposed to making hasty decisions, you don't insist that you're above the rules, nor do you feel compelled to color outside the lines.
Conscientious
You feel it's important to work according to a plan and finish every task, to do things correctly and thoroughly.
You are not the kind of person who abandons a project before finishing it, or slacks off when you've lost interest.
Organized
You like to think a task through before you embark on it. If it's the slightest bit complicated, you make a list (even if it's only in your mind) and methodically work your way through it. When you have a goal in mind, you're not satisfied until you reach it.
You are not one of those people who ignore the details, and you don't understand how anyone can get anything accomplished without thoughtful planning ahead of time.
Centered
You often feel balanced and on top of things, even when those around you are freaking out. You're in a pretty good state all the time, and not subject to drastic mood swings.
You don't usually react before you think; you're not ruled by your emotions.
Aesthetic
You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.
You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.
Buttoned-Down
You like to know that everything is in its place; it's somehow empowering to know that the world around you is neat and organized. For you, schedules and timelines are great ways to stay on track, and mowing down the items on your "to do" list is a source of happiness.
You do not believe that a clean, orderly desk is the sign of a person who doesn't have enough to do; you don't thrive on a sense of personal anarchy.
Focused
You know how to lock in on what's important. You quickly prepare yourself for a task, you don't procrastinate, and you don't let up until the job is done to your satisfaction.
You are the opposite of scattered. You don't procrastinate before starting a task, and you almost never lose track of what you're doing.
Prudent
You look before you leap, think before you act, consider what you're about to say before you open your mouth to speak; that's why you rarely have to eat your words.
You usually don't get excited easily or blurt out the first thing that comes to mind without considering the consequences.
Sympathetic
You have a knack for knowing what's going on in the hearts and minds of those around you, without their having to tell you explicitly. People tend to turn to you with their problems because they know you care, and that you will likely offer good advice and a helping hand.
You do not feel that people with sad stories are just looking for attention, or have brought their problems upon themselves.
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Ministry Wives
I follow the Married to a Youth Pastor blog and this week a great question came up. If you had the opportunity to attend a women's Bible study, would you prefer to go to one at your own church or a different church? (You can read the original post by clicking here. ) I read the comments and then added my own. Here was my response...
First of all, I would love to be a part of a women's Bible study. I would choose one outside of my church though. My first choice would be to have a Bible study made up of pastor's wives from our area. I have been in ministry about 10 years (8 of them with my husband). Though my husband is the paid staffer, we generally serve as a team and the people in our church know that. That being said, they think that I am the inside track to the staff.
Many times when I am involved with other women at our church I get asked a million questions about private staff matters. I also get an earful about anything people aren't happy about. It is very draining and awkward. There really isn't a tactful way to tell people to mind their own business in certain situations.
Women outside of ministry don't understand the fishbowl and stress that we live under. Our whole family is on call 24/7. (Yes, we knew this was the case when we chose to follow God's call.) Often we sacrifice family time to deal with someone else's crisis. It would be such a blessing to have a connection with other women that understand the dynamics of a ministry family.
It has been my desire for quite a while to form a support team of ministry wives in our area. If anybody out there is in upstate SC look me up. I would love to get to know you!
First of all, I would love to be a part of a women's Bible study. I would choose one outside of my church though. My first choice would be to have a Bible study made up of pastor's wives from our area. I have been in ministry about 10 years (8 of them with my husband). Though my husband is the paid staffer, we generally serve as a team and the people in our church know that. That being said, they think that I am the inside track to the staff.
Many times when I am involved with other women at our church I get asked a million questions about private staff matters. I also get an earful about anything people aren't happy about. It is very draining and awkward. There really isn't a tactful way to tell people to mind their own business in certain situations.
Women outside of ministry don't understand the fishbowl and stress that we live under. Our whole family is on call 24/7. (Yes, we knew this was the case when we chose to follow God's call.) Often we sacrifice family time to deal with someone else's crisis. It would be such a blessing to have a connection with other women that understand the dynamics of a ministry family.
It has been my desire for quite a while to form a support team of ministry wives in our area. If anybody out there is in upstate SC look me up. I would love to get to know you!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Somethings to think about
A few months ago I bought a new Bible. It was a $5 special at Lifeway, so I thought I would check it out. What a great purchase... I love it! The Holman Student Bible has some great resources. It would be a great purchase for any student (young or old). One of my favorite resources included are the quotes that accompany some scriptures. Here are a few that struck me today.
"You may as well quit reading and hearing the Word of God, and give it to the devil if you do not desire to live according to it." - Martin Luther
"If you're seeking God in the middle of shattered dreams, if you've become aware of your desire for Him but are having trouble finding Him, be encouraged that it bothers you. The more you're bothered by not finding Him, the more aware you're becoming of how badly you want Him." - Larry Crabb
"You may as well quit reading and hearing the Word of God, and give it to the devil if you do not desire to live according to it." - Martin Luther
"If you're seeking God in the middle of shattered dreams, if you've become aware of your desire for Him but are having trouble finding Him, be encouraged that it bothers you. The more you're bothered by not finding Him, the more aware you're becoming of how badly you want Him." - Larry Crabb
Monday, August 3, 2009
Something to think about
I love great quotes. Here are a couple that I have come across lately:
Character is like a tree, and reputation like its shadow. The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing. Abraham Lincoln
Wise men talk because they have something to say, fools talk because they have to say something. Plato
Character is like a tree, and reputation like its shadow. The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing. Abraham Lincoln
Wise men talk because they have something to say, fools talk because they have to say something. Plato
Monday, April 20, 2009
It was a crying day
A friend posted this article on her blog this weekend. It was written by a man in her church for the Elk Grove Citizen (Elk Grove, CA). It is definitely worth sharing.
Many of us have friends and family serving in the military. Personally, my nephew and brother-in-law both have served in Iraq. I couldn't help but think of them when I read this.
It was a crying day
Published: Friday, April 17, 2009 7:59 AM PDT
Every day at the Air Force Theatre Hospital has been a little different for me. I’ve had rewarding days. I’ve had boring days. I’ve had angry days. I’ve had indifferent days. I’ve even had a few happy days.
However, in the three months I’ve been here, I haven’t really had a crying day.
Last week, I finally cried. There had been so many reasons to shed tears on this 120-day deployment, but as precious as water is in the desert, I suppose I thought I needed to conserve them until the end.
The tears started as I sat at my office desk. I think they caught my chaplain assistant off guard.
What had brought the tears? Both of us had a lot of guesses. Perhaps my tears came while thinking of the soldier who recently lost his arms and legs. Both he and his battle buddy had been “med evac’d” out of the country so quickly that none of us really had time to cry for them.
As quickly as they left, another wounded squad arrived to replace them. They too, had been blown apart by an IED. Among them was a wounded medic who was tearfully asking if she had done everything possible to save her battle buddy -- an expectant father. He had pled with her to save him even as he bled to death.
Or were my tears for her other battle buddy who lay in a nearby bed begging me to explain God’s purpose in all of this? His shoulders heaved as he asked for a new Bible to replace the one that had been blown up. Could I share with him a purpose?
Perhaps the tears were for the soldier who told me last month that he was worried he’d grown used to killing insurgents. His eyes moistened as he told me how his parents saw him as a hero. “They wouldn’t call me a hero if they knew what I do,” he declared. “Is it normal to see killing as routine?” he asked. I assured him that he wasn’t crazy or he wouldn’t have come to me. While some of my tears were for him, I was likely thinking of my son who joined the Marines two years ago. “Dad, we’re learning to kill from 500 yards,” he wrote from boot camp, “Is it wrong to kill?”
I answered him with an ancient scripture: “There is a time to kill.” Sometimes we are compelled to eradicate evil with deadly force. In so doing, we run a risk of destroying our own moral fiber.
In the process tears will come. They are a way of protecting our core being. If we didn’t shed tears for such horrendous losses, we wouldn’t be human. That’s the simple difference between the “good guys” and the “bad guys” -- we cry when we are forced to use violence, they don’t.
As I considered my tears, it occurred to me that maybe they were proud tears. We were asking so much of our young heroes. Most of them knew the price they’d pay and many of them had overpaid. “You going to be alright?” my chaplain assistant asked as the office phone rang.
It was the ICU. The soldier who asked about the purpose of all this wanted to see me again.“I want you to pray, chaplain” he said. “I want you to pray for the insurgents that did this.”
“What should I pray?” I asked.The soldier responded by telling me to pray the prayer that Jesus prayed from the cross,” – “Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do.”
I’m not sure I’m finished crying.
Chaplain Norris returns home next month and will be available to do community speaking. Feel free to contact him at Norris@thechaplain.net or write him at Norris Burkes P.O. Box 19522 Sacramento CA 95819-0522
No matter where you stand on the war, our men and women (someones brother, son, nephew, father, husband) are putting their lives on the line because they chose to. They deserve our prayers and support. They make sacrifices everyday so that we don't have to. Many of them make the ultimate sacrifice.
We can not imagine the things that they see and live with everyday. Pray for their safety and that God gives them a way to process the things that they deal with. Next time you see a solider, offer them the honor and respect that they deserve.
Many of us have friends and family serving in the military. Personally, my nephew and brother-in-law both have served in Iraq. I couldn't help but think of them when I read this.
It was a crying day
Published: Friday, April 17, 2009 7:59 AM PDT
Every day at the Air Force Theatre Hospital has been a little different for me. I’ve had rewarding days. I’ve had boring days. I’ve had angry days. I’ve had indifferent days. I’ve even had a few happy days.
However, in the three months I’ve been here, I haven’t really had a crying day.
Last week, I finally cried. There had been so many reasons to shed tears on this 120-day deployment, but as precious as water is in the desert, I suppose I thought I needed to conserve them until the end.
The tears started as I sat at my office desk. I think they caught my chaplain assistant off guard.
What had brought the tears? Both of us had a lot of guesses. Perhaps my tears came while thinking of the soldier who recently lost his arms and legs. Both he and his battle buddy had been “med evac’d” out of the country so quickly that none of us really had time to cry for them.
As quickly as they left, another wounded squad arrived to replace them. They too, had been blown apart by an IED. Among them was a wounded medic who was tearfully asking if she had done everything possible to save her battle buddy -- an expectant father. He had pled with her to save him even as he bled to death.
Or were my tears for her other battle buddy who lay in a nearby bed begging me to explain God’s purpose in all of this? His shoulders heaved as he asked for a new Bible to replace the one that had been blown up. Could I share with him a purpose?
Perhaps the tears were for the soldier who told me last month that he was worried he’d grown used to killing insurgents. His eyes moistened as he told me how his parents saw him as a hero. “They wouldn’t call me a hero if they knew what I do,” he declared. “Is it normal to see killing as routine?” he asked. I assured him that he wasn’t crazy or he wouldn’t have come to me. While some of my tears were for him, I was likely thinking of my son who joined the Marines two years ago. “Dad, we’re learning to kill from 500 yards,” he wrote from boot camp, “Is it wrong to kill?”
I answered him with an ancient scripture: “There is a time to kill.” Sometimes we are compelled to eradicate evil with deadly force. In so doing, we run a risk of destroying our own moral fiber.
In the process tears will come. They are a way of protecting our core being. If we didn’t shed tears for such horrendous losses, we wouldn’t be human. That’s the simple difference between the “good guys” and the “bad guys” -- we cry when we are forced to use violence, they don’t.
As I considered my tears, it occurred to me that maybe they were proud tears. We were asking so much of our young heroes. Most of them knew the price they’d pay and many of them had overpaid. “You going to be alright?” my chaplain assistant asked as the office phone rang.
It was the ICU. The soldier who asked about the purpose of all this wanted to see me again.“I want you to pray, chaplain” he said. “I want you to pray for the insurgents that did this.”
“What should I pray?” I asked.The soldier responded by telling me to pray the prayer that Jesus prayed from the cross,” – “Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do.”
I’m not sure I’m finished crying.
Chaplain Norris returns home next month and will be available to do community speaking. Feel free to contact him at Norris@thechaplain.net or write him at Norris Burkes P.O. Box 19522 Sacramento CA 95819-0522
No matter where you stand on the war, our men and women (someones brother, son, nephew, father, husband) are putting their lives on the line because they chose to. They deserve our prayers and support. They make sacrifices everyday so that we don't have to. Many of them make the ultimate sacrifice.
We can not imagine the things that they see and live with everyday. Pray for their safety and that God gives them a way to process the things that they deal with. Next time you see a solider, offer them the honor and respect that they deserve.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Blessings of Heartache
In Genesis 37 Joseph's brothers throw him into a well and then sell him as a slave to the Ishmaelites. You can imagine the heartache and abandonment that he felt. These are very much the same feelings that orphans feel. It is so important to remember that God knows each one of us individually, including orphans. He knows their circumstances and He has a unique plan for each one of them, just as he did Joseph.
Often God allows our heartache because He has something much bigger in mind. In The Purpose Driven Life Rick Warren says that God never wastes a hurt. Through the pain, we gain character and learn any number of virtues. These invaluable lessons could not be learned any other way. However, it is not His intent for these precious little ones to face these lessons alone. You may think that helping one orphan is insignificant. There couldn't be a bigger lie.
Your love and support makes a huge difference in the life of that child and in turn all the lives that he touches. You are becoming Christ to that child. What greater gift could you give?!
In Hope For The Journey Kerry Hasenbalg says, "Let us imagine God's perspective. When someone adopts one of these orphans, it is as though God is saying, 'Little one, you are so special to me. I knew where you were, and I picked you out and placed you here- I knew you would be here from the beginning of time.' "
God is fatihful and will bless us through our circumstances, if only we will allow Him. What an incredible gift to know that God intended for little Reese to be with us before the beginning of time and He has an incredible plan for his life.
Often God allows our heartache because He has something much bigger in mind. In The Purpose Driven Life Rick Warren says that God never wastes a hurt. Through the pain, we gain character and learn any number of virtues. These invaluable lessons could not be learned any other way. However, it is not His intent for these precious little ones to face these lessons alone. You may think that helping one orphan is insignificant. There couldn't be a bigger lie.
Your love and support makes a huge difference in the life of that child and in turn all the lives that he touches. You are becoming Christ to that child. What greater gift could you give?!
In Hope For The Journey Kerry Hasenbalg says, "Let us imagine God's perspective. When someone adopts one of these orphans, it is as though God is saying, 'Little one, you are so special to me. I knew where you were, and I picked you out and placed you here- I knew you would be here from the beginning of time.' "
God is fatihful and will bless us through our circumstances, if only we will allow Him. What an incredible gift to know that God intended for little Reese to be with us before the beginning of time and He has an incredible plan for his life.
Psalm 138:8 (Holman Christian Standard Bible)
The LORD will fulfill [His purpose] for me. LORD, Your love is eternal; do not abandon the work of Your hands
The LORD will fulfill [His purpose] for me. LORD, Your love is eternal; do not abandon the work of Your hands
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Who's The Big Deal
I recently bought a new devotional Bible. The Bible that I have been using since we got married 8 years ago is worn out! This summer a portion of the New Testament fell out. Who needs Philemon through James anyway, right?! The devotion that I read a couple of days ago was titled Who's The Big Deal.
The author says that our job as Christian's is to make a big deal out of God. Our goal is to make God famous. This sparked many thoughts in my mind. As a ministry family we have tons of opportunities to make God famous to those around us. We have been given a huge responsibility to make sure that the students in our community not only know God, but make him famous by the way they live their lives.
More importantly, my new job is to make God famous to my own family, specifically to Reese. The author asks some questions that I want to ask of my self every morning. I encourage you to ask your self these same questions each new day.
* How will I make God famous to my kids today?
* Will they learn to seek his presence because of his presence in me?
* Will they be able to recognize godliness because they have witnessed godliness in me?
i deal with and teach many children everyday. However, the most important person that I teach each day is my own sweet baby. Will he know that God is love? Will he know that God loves us just the way we are? Will he see my life as a love letter back to the one who gave me life?
I pray constantly for him to know and love my Savior in a real and intimate way. One of the best ways that I can help make this happen is by loving Christ and living that out in front of him. everyday I ask the Lord to give me the things that I need to make that happen. As I look at my beautiful blessing, I can't imagine not spending eternity with him by my side.
The author says that our job as Christian's is to make a big deal out of God. Our goal is to make God famous. This sparked many thoughts in my mind. As a ministry family we have tons of opportunities to make God famous to those around us. We have been given a huge responsibility to make sure that the students in our community not only know God, but make him famous by the way they live their lives.
More importantly, my new job is to make God famous to my own family, specifically to Reese. The author asks some questions that I want to ask of my self every morning. I encourage you to ask your self these same questions each new day.
* How will I make God famous to my kids today?
* Will they learn to seek his presence because of his presence in me?
* Will they be able to recognize godliness because they have witnessed godliness in me?
i deal with and teach many children everyday. However, the most important person that I teach each day is my own sweet baby. Will he know that God is love? Will he know that God loves us just the way we are? Will he see my life as a love letter back to the one who gave me life?
I pray constantly for him to know and love my Savior in a real and intimate way. One of the best ways that I can help make this happen is by loving Christ and living that out in front of him. everyday I ask the Lord to give me the things that I need to make that happen. As I look at my beautiful blessing, I can't imagine not spending eternity with him by my side.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Running For My Life
A couple of weeks ago I finished reading Warrick Dunn's Running For My Life. I was excited about reading this book after seeing a segment on the Today show about Dunn. You may have read my post regarding this a few months ago. There were some parts of the book that were slow to me, but overall, it was very refreshing.
The book chronicles Dunn's journey from high school to the NFL. I am not a football fan and do not understand the mechanics of the game. Dunn talks a lot about games and plays. These parts were a little slow for me, but I understand that he does this to set up the importance that football plays in his story. If I understood football, I feel certain that these parts would have been more meaningful to me.
Dunn's mother was killed when he was in high school. The opening chapter of the book lets the reader in on Dunn's visit to Angola State Prison where he meets and forgives his mother's murderer. The rest of the book leads you on his journey to that point. Dunn used football as a way to release his pain. After several years and a lot of encouragement, he also sought counseling.
Growing up very close to his single mother, he knew that he wanted to do something to help other working single mothers. Through the Warrick Dunn Foundation he does just that. His Homes for The Holidays program provides a down payment and home furnishings for single moms. He is also a founding member of Athletes for Hope, an organization where professional athletes serve as mentors to help new pros find ways to reach out to their communities.
The more that I read, I knew that Dunn had to be a Christian. Everything that he was doing was screaming Christ to me. He would often mention the faith of his mother and grandmother and how that affected him. One part particularly stood out to me. When speaking about being a role model this was said: "Because I have been able to build a reputation as a talented player, I have been able to build futures. Because I am able to play, I am able to make a difference. Because I have been blessed with a talent, I also have been given a responsibility." That is not a responsibility that he takes lightly!
Dunn makes it quite clear that he does not need flashy things and expensive houses. He knows how to live simply and chooses to use his wealth to give from his heart. One of the final chapters of the book is devoted to his faith. He openly talks about his relationship with Christ and how that has shaped everything that he does. Despite the losses in his life, he knows that he is blessed and is determined to share that blessing.
Though I wanted to know early on about his faith, I think it is very fitting the way he added it in to the book. This book was not marketed to Christian audiences. Someone who is not interested in his faith may have put the book down very quickly had pushed his faith early on. Instead, he (in a sense) lives out a life a faith in front of these people and then in the end explains why.
This was a great book and Warrick Dunn is one of the few athletes who truly deserves to be a role model. This is one man any mother would be happy for her child to strive to imitate.
The book chronicles Dunn's journey from high school to the NFL. I am not a football fan and do not understand the mechanics of the game. Dunn talks a lot about games and plays. These parts were a little slow for me, but I understand that he does this to set up the importance that football plays in his story. If I understood football, I feel certain that these parts would have been more meaningful to me.
Dunn's mother was killed when he was in high school. The opening chapter of the book lets the reader in on Dunn's visit to Angola State Prison where he meets and forgives his mother's murderer. The rest of the book leads you on his journey to that point. Dunn used football as a way to release his pain. After several years and a lot of encouragement, he also sought counseling.
Growing up very close to his single mother, he knew that he wanted to do something to help other working single mothers. Through the Warrick Dunn Foundation he does just that. His Homes for The Holidays program provides a down payment and home furnishings for single moms. He is also a founding member of Athletes for Hope, an organization where professional athletes serve as mentors to help new pros find ways to reach out to their communities.
The more that I read, I knew that Dunn had to be a Christian. Everything that he was doing was screaming Christ to me. He would often mention the faith of his mother and grandmother and how that affected him. One part particularly stood out to me. When speaking about being a role model this was said: "Because I have been able to build a reputation as a talented player, I have been able to build futures. Because I am able to play, I am able to make a difference. Because I have been blessed with a talent, I also have been given a responsibility." That is not a responsibility that he takes lightly!
Dunn makes it quite clear that he does not need flashy things and expensive houses. He knows how to live simply and chooses to use his wealth to give from his heart. One of the final chapters of the book is devoted to his faith. He openly talks about his relationship with Christ and how that has shaped everything that he does. Despite the losses in his life, he knows that he is blessed and is determined to share that blessing.
Though I wanted to know early on about his faith, I think it is very fitting the way he added it in to the book. This book was not marketed to Christian audiences. Someone who is not interested in his faith may have put the book down very quickly had pushed his faith early on. Instead, he (in a sense) lives out a life a faith in front of these people and then in the end explains why.
This was a great book and Warrick Dunn is one of the few athletes who truly deserves to be a role model. This is one man any mother would be happy for her child to strive to imitate.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
The Blessing of Waiting
I recently finished reading Letters from Ruth's Attic. One of the final devotions in the book was about waiting. This devotion resonated with me because I have found it's lesson to be so true in my life. How many times in life have you thought you wanted or needed something right now? For instance, Bryan and I have wanted a child for a long time. We both felt strongly about adoption and were getting anxious in the waiting process.
Several times people told us about children that were potentially available. Each time we would follow the lead and see what may happen. One child in particular we had the opportunity to spend a lot of time with. As his case progressed we were asked about potentially taking him on a more permanent basis. Initially, we thought that this was it. He was the one for us. God had plopped him in our laps, right?
All of the sudden things changed. A lot of doubts flooded over me almost in an instant. I just couldn't find a peace about the situation. Bryan and I talked and prayed and over and over. The more we prayed the more my doubts were confirmed. Though we knew we were doing the right thing, it didn't seem logical. We wanted a child so badly and here is one right in front of us that needs a home. I knew God had something else in store for us. I just needed to trust Him and WAIT. We didn't have to wait very long. Within 6 weeks the call came and two weeks later God blessed us with Reese!
I thought of this situation when I read Ruth Graham's words, "Then I understood, as never before, why God does not answer all of our prayers right away. Today we may be beseeching Him for things that we would not want six months from now." How true that has been for us. We could never have imagined where we are now and we wouldn't trade it for anything.
When we pray according to God's will we know that He hears us and He will answer our prayers. Those answers will come in His time. Know that He is faithful and the blessing will be worth the wait.
Several times people told us about children that were potentially available. Each time we would follow the lead and see what may happen. One child in particular we had the opportunity to spend a lot of time with. As his case progressed we were asked about potentially taking him on a more permanent basis. Initially, we thought that this was it. He was the one for us. God had plopped him in our laps, right?
All of the sudden things changed. A lot of doubts flooded over me almost in an instant. I just couldn't find a peace about the situation. Bryan and I talked and prayed and over and over. The more we prayed the more my doubts were confirmed. Though we knew we were doing the right thing, it didn't seem logical. We wanted a child so badly and here is one right in front of us that needs a home. I knew God had something else in store for us. I just needed to trust Him and WAIT. We didn't have to wait very long. Within 6 weeks the call came and two weeks later God blessed us with Reese!
I thought of this situation when I read Ruth Graham's words, "Then I understood, as never before, why God does not answer all of our prayers right away. Today we may be beseeching Him for things that we would not want six months from now." How true that has been for us. We could never have imagined where we are now and we wouldn't trade it for anything.
When we pray according to God's will we know that He hears us and He will answer our prayers. Those answers will come in His time. Know that He is faithful and the blessing will be worth the wait.
I patiently waited, LORD, for you to hear my prayer. You listened and pulled me from a lonely pit full of mud and mire. You let me stand on a rock with my feet firm,
Psalm 40:1-2 (CEV)
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Do Something!
The weekend before Christmas Bryan and I took a day trip to Charlotte. The purpose of this trip was to visit the Billy Graham Library. It is a beautiful place and it is free! It is a library of information and pieces from the Graham family. Bryan couldn't seem to understand why it is called a library when there are very few books. However, there is a bookstore inside called Ruth's Attic. I purchased a book there and have been very pleased with it. The book is ironically called Letter's from Ruth's Attic and it is written by Ruth Bell Graham.
I have always been fascinated by Ruth Graham, so this devotional book really got my attention. Last week one of the entries really stood out to me. Day 7 is titled Do Something.
I read something on the page that I have never read or been told before, but often felt. The article opens with "there are times that praying is not enough."As Christians we often over complicate or over spiritualize things. You know people like that, they have to pray about using the bathroom. Come on! God gives us common sense and instincts for a reason. He expects us to use those instincts to move, to do something.
He also gives us commands and expects us to act on them. You also know those people who totally miss the action step or command, because they spent all of their time thinking and praying about something. If someone is in an accident and is physically hurt, you don't stop and pray for 30 minutes and consult 10 people, you act.
Joshua 7: 10&13 (NCV)
10 The Lord said to Joshua, "Stand up! Why are you down on your face 13 "Now go!
This quote from CS Lewis summed it up for me, "I am often, I believe, praying for others when I should be doing things for them. It's so much easier to pray for a bore than to go and see him."
The article ends with this line, "We must be quick to pray, and just as quick to obey."
What are you doing? Don't get me wrong, there is power in prayer and it is essential to our relationship with Christ. We must be careful that we don't make prayer a crutch or an excuse to sit on our rear ends. It just may be time to stand up and go! Go do something!
I have always been fascinated by Ruth Graham, so this devotional book really got my attention. Last week one of the entries really stood out to me. Day 7 is titled Do Something.
I read something on the page that I have never read or been told before, but often felt. The article opens with "there are times that praying is not enough."As Christians we often over complicate or over spiritualize things. You know people like that, they have to pray about using the bathroom. Come on! God gives us common sense and instincts for a reason. He expects us to use those instincts to move, to do something.
He also gives us commands and expects us to act on them. You also know those people who totally miss the action step or command, because they spent all of their time thinking and praying about something. If someone is in an accident and is physically hurt, you don't stop and pray for 30 minutes and consult 10 people, you act.
Joshua 7: 10&13 (NCV)
10 The Lord said to Joshua, "Stand up! Why are you down on your face 13 "Now go!
This quote from CS Lewis summed it up for me, "I am often, I believe, praying for others when I should be doing things for them. It's so much easier to pray for a bore than to go and see him."
The article ends with this line, "We must be quick to pray, and just as quick to obey."
What are you doing? Don't get me wrong, there is power in prayer and it is essential to our relationship with Christ. We must be careful that we don't make prayer a crutch or an excuse to sit on our rear ends. It just may be time to stand up and go! Go do something!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Good choice Bub, Good choice!
I don't have a whole lot of free time anymore (I wonder why?), but I have found a little time to read. A while back I wrote about a piece that I saw on Today about Warrick Dunn. I was surprised to find that my husband gave me Dunn's book for Christmas. I was excited to start reading it. He made a great choice. I am only about 5 chapters in, but I am hooked for now.
Dunn's mother was a police officer killed in the line of duty. The book begins with him sharing his road to healing. That road took him to the prison that housed his mother's killer. It is amazing to read how he dealt with that man. I don't want to give away too much, because the story has much more impact coming from him.
Football played a huge part in Dunn's life, and he spends time in the book talking about football. I don't understand any of his descriptions of games and plays, but I can see how it ties into his story. It kind of feels like I am reading an engineering text book at times, but I am sure that most sports fans would be right there with him.
I am excited about finishing the book. Rest assured that I will be sharing more, so stay tuned.
Dunn's mother was a police officer killed in the line of duty. The book begins with him sharing his road to healing. That road took him to the prison that housed his mother's killer. It is amazing to read how he dealt with that man. I don't want to give away too much, because the story has much more impact coming from him.
Football played a huge part in Dunn's life, and he spends time in the book talking about football. I don't understand any of his descriptions of games and plays, but I can see how it ties into his story. It kind of feels like I am reading an engineering text book at times, but I am sure that most sports fans would be right there with him.
I am excited about finishing the book. Rest assured that I will be sharing more, so stay tuned.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Meeting the Right Needs Part 2
"It is one thing to come and talk about things such as human rights, religion, and democracy. This only builds a foundation; people must have their needs met. What do rights and democracy mean on an empty stomach? People listen better when their stomachs are full and their basic needs are met." -President Kagame of Rwanda.
"Today it is very fashionable to talk about the poor, but it is not fashionable to talk with them." -Mother Theresa
Two years ago, Bryan and I got involved with a ministry in Memphis, TN. Brinkley Heights Church sits in the Binghampton area of Memphis. This is one of the roughest, most crime laden areas of Memphis. As the crime and poverty rates grew in the area, rather than move to a safer, more attractive area, they embraced the community. They have made it their mission to take back the neighborhood and enable the people of that community to make a difference.
The people of Brinkley Heights were the first ones I thought of when I read the quotes above. Yes, they know that Christ is the answer for their community, but they also know that they can't just walk up to the crack houses or the substandard housing developments and shove Jesus down people's throats. These people are an incredible example to anyone wanting to truly make a difference in their community.
Brinkley Heights has food ministries, clothing ministries, and educational ministries (among other things). The people of Brinkley Heights go to their neighbors and offer them groceries and shoes for their children. They offer after school tutoring and even private schooling for the children. They offer a free safe place for children, teens, and even adults to play sports. They offer them free summer child care that includes free food for the children in their very own neighborhoods.
When they become aware of needs, they bring the family to the ministry center, get their information, give them the needed food or clothes, offer them budgeting and financial planning help, and share the gospel with them. They don't walk in the door and get preached to, they get what they need and before they leave they are enabled to help themselves, and then they are prayed for and the gospel is presented. They know that most of these people will never walk through the doors of their church on a Sunday morning or Wednesday night and they don't hesitate to meet their needs. It is not about growing the numbers of the church, but meeting the physical needs of the community.
These people understand that when the physical needs are met, the people are seeing Jesus in action. They are presenting the gospel just as Jesus would have. Just as people couldn't walk away and not be changed in some way after meeting Jesus, neither can the people of Memphis. It takes a lot of faith and courage to reach out to drug dealers and gang members and the people of Brinkley Heights do it everyday. They don't discriminate, they don't judge, they just meet their needs. They are filling stomachs and meeting needs. They aren't talking about the poor, they are talking to them. They are taking back their neighborhood!
"Today it is very fashionable to talk about the poor, but it is not fashionable to talk with them." -Mother Theresa
Two years ago, Bryan and I got involved with a ministry in Memphis, TN. Brinkley Heights Church sits in the Binghampton area of Memphis. This is one of the roughest, most crime laden areas of Memphis. As the crime and poverty rates grew in the area, rather than move to a safer, more attractive area, they embraced the community. They have made it their mission to take back the neighborhood and enable the people of that community to make a difference.
The people of Brinkley Heights were the first ones I thought of when I read the quotes above. Yes, they know that Christ is the answer for their community, but they also know that they can't just walk up to the crack houses or the substandard housing developments and shove Jesus down people's throats. These people are an incredible example to anyone wanting to truly make a difference in their community.
Brinkley Heights has food ministries, clothing ministries, and educational ministries (among other things). The people of Brinkley Heights go to their neighbors and offer them groceries and shoes for their children. They offer after school tutoring and even private schooling for the children. They offer a free safe place for children, teens, and even adults to play sports. They offer them free summer child care that includes free food for the children in their very own neighborhoods.
When they become aware of needs, they bring the family to the ministry center, get their information, give them the needed food or clothes, offer them budgeting and financial planning help, and share the gospel with them. They don't walk in the door and get preached to, they get what they need and before they leave they are enabled to help themselves, and then they are prayed for and the gospel is presented. They know that most of these people will never walk through the doors of their church on a Sunday morning or Wednesday night and they don't hesitate to meet their needs. It is not about growing the numbers of the church, but meeting the physical needs of the community.
These people understand that when the physical needs are met, the people are seeing Jesus in action. They are presenting the gospel just as Jesus would have. Just as people couldn't walk away and not be changed in some way after meeting Jesus, neither can the people of Memphis. It takes a lot of faith and courage to reach out to drug dealers and gang members and the people of Brinkley Heights do it everyday. They don't discriminate, they don't judge, they just meet their needs. They are filling stomachs and meeting needs. They aren't talking about the poor, they are talking to them. They are taking back their neighborhood!
Monday, December 8, 2008
Meeting the right needs Part 1
"It is one thing to come and talk about things such as human rights, religion, and democracy. This only builds a foundation; people must have their needs met. What do rights and democracy mean on an empty stomach? People listen better when their stomachs are full and their basic needs are met." -President Kagame of Rwanda.
"Today it is very fashionable to talk about the poor, but it is not fashionable to talk with them."
-Mother Theresa
Bryan has said many times that in the Bible Christ always met physical needs before he tackled spiritual needs. As we stood by Weldon's bed in the trauma unit, he told Bryan that he was afraid that he was going to meet his maker that day. This hit Bryan very hard. He has always been concerned about his dad's salvation. He feels that he has accepted Christ, but he has never out right asked. In the car driving away, Bryan asked me how he could approach that question.
We talked about waiting until he is a little more stable. Right now he is in tremendous pain and is awaiting several surgeries to reconstruct and/or set the numerous crushed and broken bones. The quote from President Kagame reassures me of this decision. Until he is physically healing, he won't fully realize the need for spiritual healing.
Though I found this quote when reading about adoption and missions, God has shown me how to apply it to our most current situation. I want to share more thoughts on this later this week. For now, please pray for Weldon. He has a long tough road ahead of him as he recovers. Also, pray for Bryan as he seeks God's wisdom and timing.
*Quotes from Seeds of Change
"Today it is very fashionable to talk about the poor, but it is not fashionable to talk with them."
-Mother Theresa
Bryan has said many times that in the Bible Christ always met physical needs before he tackled spiritual needs. As we stood by Weldon's bed in the trauma unit, he told Bryan that he was afraid that he was going to meet his maker that day. This hit Bryan very hard. He has always been concerned about his dad's salvation. He feels that he has accepted Christ, but he has never out right asked. In the car driving away, Bryan asked me how he could approach that question.
We talked about waiting until he is a little more stable. Right now he is in tremendous pain and is awaiting several surgeries to reconstruct and/or set the numerous crushed and broken bones. The quote from President Kagame reassures me of this decision. Until he is physically healing, he won't fully realize the need for spiritual healing.
Though I found this quote when reading about adoption and missions, God has shown me how to apply it to our most current situation. I want to share more thoughts on this later this week. For now, please pray for Weldon. He has a long tough road ahead of him as he recovers. Also, pray for Bryan as he seeks God's wisdom and timing.
*Quotes from Seeds of Change
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Hidden Treasures
Adoption is a calling. Orphan care is a command. The Lord tells us in several scriptures that caring for orphans is the responsibility of Christians. There are a lot of ways to care for orphans, adoption is not the only way. Everyone can support orphans, but not everyone can adopt. As I continue reading Seeds of Change, some scriptures have taken on a new meaning to me.
Isaiah 45:3 And I will give you treasures hidden in the darkness-secret riches. I will do this so you may know that I am the Lord, the God of Israel, the one who calls you by name.
He calls us all by name, even orphans. He calls us by name when He calls us to Himself. He calls us by name when He calls us to care for orphans. He called Bryan and I by name and when He called us to join Him in the miracle of adoption. One evening in my car at a red light beside Concord Baptist Church, He clearly spoke to me and called me into this journey. It was a few years later, but sitting in a chair at Marathon, He clearly spoke to Bryan and he joined me on this journey.
Luke 12:48 From everyone who has been given much, much will be demanded. And from the one trusted with much, much more will be expected.
He has given us so much, but as the scripture says, much has been demanded of us. At this point in our journey, we have had lengthy paperwork, inspections, and interviews demanded of us. We have also had patience demanded of us. It has been demanded that I give up control and take a back seat to God. God has trusted us to join Him on this journey and to follow His leading along the way. We know that this is just the beginning of the expectations and demands. It is also the beginning of the gifts.
We know that He is with us on this journey and we have many hidden treasures yet to come. I am most looking forward to the day I hold my hidden treasure in my arms!
Isaiah 45:3 And I will give you treasures hidden in the darkness-secret riches. I will do this so you may know that I am the Lord, the God of Israel, the one who calls you by name.
He calls us all by name, even orphans. He calls us by name when He calls us to Himself. He calls us by name when He calls us to care for orphans. He called Bryan and I by name and when He called us to join Him in the miracle of adoption. One evening in my car at a red light beside Concord Baptist Church, He clearly spoke to me and called me into this journey. It was a few years later, but sitting in a chair at Marathon, He clearly spoke to Bryan and he joined me on this journey.
Luke 12:48 From everyone who has been given much, much will be demanded. And from the one trusted with much, much more will be expected.
He has given us so much, but as the scripture says, much has been demanded of us. At this point in our journey, we have had lengthy paperwork, inspections, and interviews demanded of us. We have also had patience demanded of us. It has been demanded that I give up control and take a back seat to God. God has trusted us to join Him on this journey and to follow His leading along the way. We know that this is just the beginning of the expectations and demands. It is also the beginning of the gifts.
We know that He is with us on this journey and we have many hidden treasures yet to come. I am most looking forward to the day I hold my hidden treasure in my arms!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Open the Eyes of My Heart
As I have continued reading Seeds of Change another story stood out to me that I want to share. Steven Curtis Chapman shares that while worshiping in China he was singing the song Open the Eyes of My Heart. As he sang the words, "open the eyes of my heart Lord... I want to see you" he was also praying those very words. God spoke to Him and said, "Open your eyes, I am right in front of you." When he opened his eyes he saw that an orphan girl had crawled into his guitar case and was staring up at him.
You couldn't ask for a more real picture of Christ. He tells us over and over again that His heart is for the poor, needy, and orphaned.
This story reminded me of a scripture that I came across this weekend. Job 42:5 says, "My ears had heard of you before, but now my eyes have seen you." I agree with John Piper's statement, "Adoption is the visible gospel." This scripture proves that. Not only do we see Christ in these orphans, these orphans see Christ in us when we follow His command to care for them. This beautiful cycle is truly the gospel in action!
You couldn't ask for a more real picture of Christ. He tells us over and over again that His heart is for the poor, needy, and orphaned.
This story reminded me of a scripture that I came across this weekend. Job 42:5 says, "My ears had heard of you before, but now my eyes have seen you." I agree with John Piper's statement, "Adoption is the visible gospel." This scripture proves that. Not only do we see Christ in these orphans, these orphans see Christ in us when we follow His command to care for them. This beautiful cycle is truly the gospel in action!
An Unsafe Journey
I recently purchased a devotional book from Show Hope. The book is called Seeds of Change. Sunday night I started reading the book and a few things have stood out to me. Steven Curtis Chapman wrote the first entry. In it, he talks about how God is inviting us to join Him in caring for orphans. We know that God is going to care for them whether we take part or not. Just like anything in our lives, He is always in control and His plan will always come to fruition. We can get on board and be a part of the blessing or idly stand by and miss what He has in store for us.
SCC says that God was saying to him, "I'm going to provide for these children, but I want to invite you to be a part of that. I'm going to glorify Myself through this." He goes on to say, "There is nothing safe about God's invitation. All adventures carry with them some level of excitement and hazard, and we cannot remain safe and comfortable and still go on a God-sized adventure. But God doesn't call us to be safe, He calls us to be bold and courageous, and we can trust that even our safety will be taken care of by the One who invites us to to bravely step out in faith. As C.S. Lewis says in the Chronicles of Narnia when speaking of Aslan, 'Of course He isn't safe, but He is good.'"
This journey isn't easy and sometimes it doesn't feel safe. My friend Brooke would probably be the first to testify to that. The financial risks that they have taken to add Dillen to their family certainly have not felt safe or probably smart. For us it has felt unsafe in that some of my family has not given us the reaction that we expected. They made it pretty clear that they didn't support our decision and that our child would not really be a part of the family. That broke my heart and made me angry! It doesn't seem safe to completely change our lives and routines by going from two adults to caring for two adults and a small child. It is scary to think how our marriage may change. Though it doesn't seem safe, I can't help but think that nothing worth having has ever been easy.
Here's to be unsafe!
SCC says that God was saying to him, "I'm going to provide for these children, but I want to invite you to be a part of that. I'm going to glorify Myself through this." He goes on to say, "There is nothing safe about God's invitation. All adventures carry with them some level of excitement and hazard, and we cannot remain safe and comfortable and still go on a God-sized adventure. But God doesn't call us to be safe, He calls us to be bold and courageous, and we can trust that even our safety will be taken care of by the One who invites us to to bravely step out in faith. As C.S. Lewis says in the Chronicles of Narnia when speaking of Aslan, 'Of course He isn't safe, but He is good.'"
This journey isn't easy and sometimes it doesn't feel safe. My friend Brooke would probably be the first to testify to that. The financial risks that they have taken to add Dillen to their family certainly have not felt safe or probably smart. For us it has felt unsafe in that some of my family has not given us the reaction that we expected. They made it pretty clear that they didn't support our decision and that our child would not really be a part of the family. That broke my heart and made me angry! It doesn't seem safe to completely change our lives and routines by going from two adults to caring for two adults and a small child. It is scary to think how our marriage may change. Though it doesn't seem safe, I can't help but think that nothing worth having has ever been easy.
Here's to be unsafe!
Thursday, November 6, 2008
*WOW*
WOW, that is all I could say as I sat here crying about 30 minutes ago. I have been reading a lot about forgiveness and coming to terms with family losses lately. (Much of this has been from an adoption perspective.) A new book on this subject has coming out called Running for My Life by Warrick Dunn. Dunn plays for Tampa Bay. The book is about his journey through football and life.
Ok, I hate football, so why would this spark my interest and what does it have to do with loss and forgiveness? Chapter 1 is titled Face to Face. Dunn talks about his trip to Angola state prison where he faced and forgave the young man that killed his mother. He talks about how the counseling he received help him move past the hurt to forgive this man and make something of his loss.
Watch this video to get a better idea. (Sorry, I can"t figure out how to embed the video!)
http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/26184891/vp/18424824#27573310
There is an ex cert from the book available on the Today Show. Though I have never bought or read a sports book before, I will definitely be adding this one to my collection. I'll keep you posted.
Ok, I hate football, so why would this spark my interest and what does it have to do with loss and forgiveness? Chapter 1 is titled Face to Face. Dunn talks about his trip to Angola state prison where he faced and forgave the young man that killed his mother. He talks about how the counseling he received help him move past the hurt to forgive this man and make something of his loss.
Watch this video to get a better idea. (Sorry, I can"t figure out how to embed the video!)
http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/26184891/vp/18424824#27573310
There is an ex cert from the book available on the Today Show. Though I have never bought or read a sports book before, I will definitely be adding this one to my collection. I'll keep you posted.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Shout Outs
In preparation for our adoption, I have been trying to take advantage of as many resources as possible. A hand full of friends have suggested books that I have been trying to read, along with ones that I have found recommended on the Internet. I want to take a minute to give some Shout Outs, as our students would say, to these great resources.
Before I have mentioned Before You Were Mine, Parenting with Love and Logic, and Twenty Things Adopted Kids Wish Their Adoptive Parents Knew. Someone also recommended The Five Love Languages of Children, but I haven't gotten to that one yet. I would also like to read some books about attachment.
Besides books, I have tried to find blogs and other websites, as well as pod casts. One podcast in particular has been such a blessing. The Foster Parenting Podcast with Tim and Wendy is one that I would highly recommend. They are Christians and are currently fostering to adopt two girls. They are very honest and share as much about their experiences as much they can. If you have ever considered adoption or foster care, I would highly recommend that you take a listen. It puts a lot of things in perspective for you.
Well, those are my adoption shout outs for now. I will keep you updated on future finds. If you have suggestions, please pass them on.
Before I have mentioned Before You Were Mine, Parenting with Love and Logic, and Twenty Things Adopted Kids Wish Their Adoptive Parents Knew. Someone also recommended The Five Love Languages of Children, but I haven't gotten to that one yet. I would also like to read some books about attachment.
Besides books, I have tried to find blogs and other websites, as well as pod casts. One podcast in particular has been such a blessing. The Foster Parenting Podcast with Tim and Wendy is one that I would highly recommend. They are Christians and are currently fostering to adopt two girls. They are very honest and share as much about their experiences as much they can. If you have ever considered adoption or foster care, I would highly recommend that you take a listen. It puts a lot of things in perspective for you.
Well, those are my adoption shout outs for now. I will keep you updated on future finds. If you have suggestions, please pass them on.
Monday, September 15, 2008
Adoption and Parenting
Last week a couple of books arrived in our post office box. A friend highly recommended the book Parenting with Love and Logic by Foster Cline and Jim Fay. Many of the adoption and parenting websites refer to this book as well. I began reading it this weekend and it is a great book so far. Those who know me know that I am very practical and logical. This book appeals to that side of me as the information inside truly is very logical. So far I have only read the first four chapters, so I am not going to make too many comments yet. They are coming though.
Also, I received Twenty Things Adopted Kids Wish Their Adoptive Parents Knew by Sherrie Eldridge. I have read Captivating by Eldridge and her husband, so I was interested in this book. I have read through chapter 4 of this book as well. It is very good as well. Again, I will make more comments as I get further into the book.
So far, I would recommend both books though. Parenting with Love and Logic is good for anyone with children or planning to have children. It would also be great for teachers, so check it out.
Also, I received Twenty Things Adopted Kids Wish Their Adoptive Parents Knew by Sherrie Eldridge. I have read Captivating by Eldridge and her husband, so I was interested in this book. I have read through chapter 4 of this book as well. It is very good as well. Again, I will make more comments as I get further into the book.
So far, I would recommend both books though. Parenting with Love and Logic is good for anyone with children or planning to have children. It would also be great for teachers, so check it out.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
What I'm Reading in July
This month I have been able to read two books. I enjoy reading and this is the most I've been able to read in a long time. I must say that I made some good choices. Here is my take on my selections.
Before You Were Mine
If you are adopting, no matter what point in the process, you need this book. The staff at DSS told everyone in our adoption class that we need to make a life book for our children. This is different than a baby book, because there are so many unknowns and unseens when you adopt. I had already begun to make our Little Buddy's life book, but was unsure of some things that should be included. This book gives you a step by step guide to making a Life Book. Often with adopted children, their birth stories my be difficult to discuss or the story may have many holes in it. You may be unsure how to tell their story. Instead of giving up and leaving it out, the authors (an adoptee and an adoptive mom) walk you through the hurdles. There are questionnaires to help spark your thoughts and get you moving in the right direction. They help you see how to tell your child's story, even the parts you don't know. They also help you to understand the importance that the Life Book plays in your child's identity. What I liked most is that it is written from a Christian perspective. The ladies show you how to let your child see God's hand through their whole life, even before you. I'm definitely passing this one on!
Scars that Wound; Scars that Heal
WOW! I couldn't put this book down, I read more than half of it yesterday morning. Author Jan Kern, runs a rehabilitative ranch in California. They work with teens and young adults that struggle with self injury, eating disorders, drugs, alcohol, etc. This book is about self-injury. About 4 or 5 years ago, Bryan and I were exposed to self-injury for the first time. We were desperate to help a young lady in our youth group, but we had no idea how. This was the most difficult thing that I have ever faced in ministry. I was so broken and desperate and could not seem to get help anywhere. It seemed no one knew how to help her or tell us how to help her. Just thinking about it still brings me to tears and breaks my heart.
Since that time, this issue has come up several more times (1 time is far too many!). I have wanted so desperately to know how to help. This book is a God send!! Kern takes a young girl named Jackie and takes you through her journey. (Jackie's story was almost identical to our young friend, which made it a tough read.) The chapters are broken into three parts. The first part tells Jackie's story. The second part is Jackie, her family, counselors, and friends looking back on her story and explaining how she worked through those parts. The final part is Kern talking to other young people dealing with these issues. Throughout the book, Kern includes boxes that let you know how to help someone in this situation. She also includes MANY scripture to point the self-injurer back to Christ and His healing and forgiveness. At the end of each chapter she includes questions to help the self-injurer to think through and process what may have brought them to this place and how they can break these chains. She also includes a writing prompt.
This book is incredible! Every student ministry needs 10 copies. Youth pastors and youth workers need to read this. You need copies to hand to every kid that struggles with this. We all need to understand that this problem is much deeper than simply wanting attention. Like Jackie, many of these kids are dealing with much deeper issues (molestation, abuse, etc.). These students, do need professional help, but this book will point you in the right direction and give you a better understanding of where this behavior comes from. It will also help you understand how to best love and support these hurting students. I will warn you, it is emotionally hard to read, but a MUST!
Before You Were Mine
If you are adopting, no matter what point in the process, you need this book. The staff at DSS told everyone in our adoption class that we need to make a life book for our children. This is different than a baby book, because there are so many unknowns and unseens when you adopt. I had already begun to make our Little Buddy's life book, but was unsure of some things that should be included. This book gives you a step by step guide to making a Life Book. Often with adopted children, their birth stories my be difficult to discuss or the story may have many holes in it. You may be unsure how to tell their story. Instead of giving up and leaving it out, the authors (an adoptee and an adoptive mom) walk you through the hurdles. There are questionnaires to help spark your thoughts and get you moving in the right direction. They help you see how to tell your child's story, even the parts you don't know. They also help you to understand the importance that the Life Book plays in your child's identity. What I liked most is that it is written from a Christian perspective. The ladies show you how to let your child see God's hand through their whole life, even before you. I'm definitely passing this one on!
Scars that Wound; Scars that Heal
WOW! I couldn't put this book down, I read more than half of it yesterday morning. Author Jan Kern, runs a rehabilitative ranch in California. They work with teens and young adults that struggle with self injury, eating disorders, drugs, alcohol, etc. This book is about self-injury. About 4 or 5 years ago, Bryan and I were exposed to self-injury for the first time. We were desperate to help a young lady in our youth group, but we had no idea how. This was the most difficult thing that I have ever faced in ministry. I was so broken and desperate and could not seem to get help anywhere. It seemed no one knew how to help her or tell us how to help her. Just thinking about it still brings me to tears and breaks my heart.
Since that time, this issue has come up several more times (1 time is far too many!). I have wanted so desperately to know how to help. This book is a God send!! Kern takes a young girl named Jackie and takes you through her journey. (Jackie's story was almost identical to our young friend, which made it a tough read.) The chapters are broken into three parts. The first part tells Jackie's story. The second part is Jackie, her family, counselors, and friends looking back on her story and explaining how she worked through those parts. The final part is Kern talking to other young people dealing with these issues. Throughout the book, Kern includes boxes that let you know how to help someone in this situation. She also includes MANY scripture to point the self-injurer back to Christ and His healing and forgiveness. At the end of each chapter she includes questions to help the self-injurer to think through and process what may have brought them to this place and how they can break these chains. She also includes a writing prompt.
This book is incredible! Every student ministry needs 10 copies. Youth pastors and youth workers need to read this. You need copies to hand to every kid that struggles with this. We all need to understand that this problem is much deeper than simply wanting attention. Like Jackie, many of these kids are dealing with much deeper issues (molestation, abuse, etc.). These students, do need professional help, but this book will point you in the right direction and give you a better understanding of where this behavior comes from. It will also help you understand how to best love and support these hurting students. I will warn you, it is emotionally hard to read, but a MUST!
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